Dream Jobs

I have been working for more than a decade now and I still can’t be sure what is my dream job?
Well, as I discovered that I am quite a lazy person, all my so called ‘dream job’ will turn out to
be ‘not –so-dream jobs’ as I learnt about the job description, the environment, the wage, the hours
requirements, qualifications, etc, etc.

That’s why I dare not dream about a ‘dream job’ anymore. Just yesterday, someone I knew who
is in his mid-twenties, just gotten his dream job and he’s leaving for the capital city.

It is rare to hear that some one got his/her dream jobs nowadays (at least not in this part of the world or my world).
I really envy and give my heartiest congratulations to everyone who got their dream jobs!

I sounded so pessimism because I am now ‘suffering’ at my present job and I am happy / relief that my other
colleague manage to ‘ break free’ from this office. I wonder when is my turn or will there be one? Wishing hard for
it everyday. Hope that I have a good karma to switch to a better job/office.

Temporarily, I think I can name my ‘sort of dream job’ is to be a reiki practioner/volunteer or work with dogs(?)
I wonder would I back out once I found out the ‘real ‘ world of both the dream jobs?

Finding a job again is hard……at my age* and lack of papers, lack of confidence and the not so good
salary offered. (Hey! A lot of grads can’t even get their expected pay and what about me!)

So, I am wishing hard everyday but not taking any action to get any papers. (too tired and forgetful to
learn anything by now)

Well, just try to enjoy myself to the fullest in the weekends. (I am looking forward to my Reiki Level 2
Workshop next month )

*p.s. that is why they never increase yr salary/salary cut because the employers know!
(this is not happening to me yet but I do (indeed) understand now! So does my nearing 40 best friend!)


Gwei Q Ngo Khung , Teng Ngang Seong!